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So I just got back from going up to marquette. That was oodles of fun. I saw andrea and kevin, i heard them have sex twice (that was disturbing) and then I saw Lysa, met her friend Alex and we did a whole bunch of stuff together including going to pictured rocks national lake shore where we encountered one weird ass woman. We walked lots and lots that day it was crazy. I also saw Baker - yay, and i saw a person that i used to go to school with who didnt realize it was me. It was funny he was totally trying to get in my pants. Anywho good trip and i plan to be back in boulder soon - i cant wait to get back.
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| You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.
A Romantic | | 73% | Sex God | | 68% | A Slave To BDSM | | 68% | Virgin | | 28% | </td>
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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.
What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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[02 Apr 2005|03:53pm] |
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Wow I haven't updated in a really long time. Sad. A while back one of nick and I's fish died which was extremely sad but we got a new one. We finally name them too! The blue one is hunny and the red one is sugar (YAY - so cute). So Spring Break came and went. I had fun, my family came into town and we went skiing with nick one day which was a lot of fun. This past week has been shit. It's been a lot of work, which is crap.
In other news, my mom is being a bitch (what else is new). I graduate on June 4th, my party is on June 5th, and she is making me leave town, to help her move back to WI, on June 6th. She is not letting me stay in Boulder for any part of the summer and when I told her that I was going to spend part of the summer here she said "No you aren't, Megan" to which I replied "fine, come July 23rd I'm moving back to Boulder and you're out of my life." She then said I wasn't making sense. I hate the fact that she has to be in control. She has to make the decisions about things otherwise it doesn't work for her and if the decisions she makes are inconvinient for anyone else, too fucking bad cuz it works for her. She doesn't realize that she drove two kids away already. She still believes all the excuses that were told to her "o my car broke down I can't get it fixed." And she still doesn't realize that my brothers never called her or emailed her because she's a fucking control freak and they don't want anything to do with her. If she doesn't stop trying to make decisions for me and trying to plan out my life, she is going to have a third child that says "sorry mom, I can't make it for Christmas.." Except I'm more inclined to be a bitch about it and tell her that i just don't want anything to do with her, I don't even want to see her face. I'm sick of this shit, I can't wait until I'm 18.
I was accepted to University of Colorado at Boulder, Willamette University, and Montana State University. However, I was rejected from University of North Carolina and University of Wisconsin at Madison because Mom's checks bounced. I was also deferred from University of Michigan at Ann Arbor, so I'm still waiting to here from them. I'm not really sure where I'm going to end up going yet but it's a decision I need to make before May 1st.
Everything has just been building up in my head and it finally came to a hault today and I haven't been this upset in a while. So fucking stupid. Anyway, enough ranting and if you made it this far mad props to you, you're awesome!
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| psycho bitch can't keep $35 in the bank! |
[06 Mar 2005|08:22pm] |
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ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo goodness! I have not updated in forever! My life is this: go to school, come home do homework and whatever other shit i can get done before i'm too destracted to get anything else done, and then off to Nick's house. That's it, it's simple but it keeps me entertained. Nick's roomates suck and my roomate sucks - they are just super shitty people who should be lined up in front of a bus and run over - simple as that. There's been an amazing amount of drama there, and i dont really feel like writing about it - however if u would like to inquire further just give me a call and i will tell u all about it. So i got rejected from UW - Madison cuz my mom is a failure and her check bounced - that sucked the big one, but o well - one less choice i have to make. So far it looks like this: University of Colorado -Boulder and Montana Stae - Bozeman have accepted me, University of Wisconsin - Madison has rejected me and i still have yet to hear back from University of North Carolina - Chapel Hill, University of Michigan - Ann Arbor, and Willamette University. So anyway, i don't know where i will be going but everyday it leans closer and closer to staying here - plah. Good night.
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| ...You're catholic and you believe....i believe in what bitch?!?! haha |
[30 Jan 2005|09:52pm] |
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Nick and i are all better and all which makes me amazingly happy! Today we went to Target with all the coupons i had and picked up a bunch of stuff we needed, mostly things he needed for his house but it was fun! We spent $50 - oooooooooops. lol. Then i helped him do his chores and we headed up to Wally World in Longmont to get the shower gel that we love. It's awesome, it's this bohemed sized bottle of really good shower gel that lasts forever for only $4.79 or something like that. On our way up there we saw this person who turned down the wrong side of Foothills so he ended up going over the median to get on the right side of the road. We just sat in disbelief and then cracked up. We also test drove this VW Jetta and it drove really well but i don't think my dad is going to go for it cuz he wants to pay off my bros car before he has to make another car payment. o well. hopefully i will have a car soon. ssssssoooooooooooooo yeah i need to get back to working on my essay.
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[29 Jan 2005|04:33pm] |
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So yesterday Nick and i got into our first serious argument...it was awful. I was trying to let in him to my life and he said "I don't care" and he meant it in a different way but i took it in the worst possible way. So then we walked his dog and shit and finally we were talking about it and i was like "I tried to let you in and you said that you didn't care." And he was like that not how i meant it....blah blah blah....and it turned into a huge fight that lasted forever. Then we finally pretty much had it worked out i just need time of calm down. I had pretty much fogiven him i just needed some time to let go and calm down. Well then we had to go hang out with his friend who we were 3 hours late for hanging out with and in the car i was like "I have to be home in 55 minutes just so u know. I just dont want u to cut ur time short with ur friends because of me." and he was like well if thats what u want but i dont really care, its fine. So i was like ok. Well then i was like "I'm not going to be in the best mood and ur friends are probably going to think I'm a bitch just so you know." Which is percisely where everything fell apart all over again. He went off and was like "well then what do u want me to do megan" in this god-awful-hideaous-pissed-off-beyond-belief way and i freaked out and he freaked out and then i was like well u might as well just take me home now. So he drove completly out of control the entire way back to my house and when we got here i was like im sorry i pissed you off and made u late. then he was like im sorry i cant communicate which was promptly followed by the worst tire squeelage i've ever heard and then he squeeled them again when he turned onto broadway. I fell apart and it took like 5 minutes for me to even find my key in my purse i was so upset. Then i cried myself to sleep and in the morning my mom was like "u missed it, someone must have been having a huge fight last night around 11:30 because they squeeled their tires on the way out, i've never heard tires squeel like that, i thought they were going to run into something it was so out of control. and then they squeeled them again when they turned. It was so loud." i just tried to keep a straight face and not be like o yeah that was nick. It was bad. I haven't cried like that or gotten in an argument like that in a long time it was terrible. But now im a lot better, i think we just need to clarify a few things. I need a hug sssooooooo bad right now. Anyway that was my pathetic little story for the day.
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[27 Jan 2005|05:29pm] |
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A big YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY goes out to birthday girl (Lysa, not me silly), I hope it's an awesome one hun, you deserve it! I'm mad i can't be there to celebrate with you :* ( So Nick and i made sushi last night and it was damn good! mmmmmmmmmmmmm. It was like a feast we had so much and it was so pretty looking. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO and i figured out what i'm doing for him for valentine's YAYAY I'm insanely excited that i'm going to have a hunny on valentine's day, that's never happened before so YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!! I got my soc book assignment and i'm excited to do it and make it the bestest ever! I got my report card today and guess who got a 4.2 GPA last semester? I DID!!!! That just totally makes me happy! That's the highest GPA i've gotten throughout my high school years and i did it 1st semester senior year, how craaaaaaaaazy is that?!?!?!? Anywho no more bragging, that just made me extremely happy!
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| *taps shoulder* excuse me mam, i don't know how to say this, but you're psycho... |
[20 Jan 2005|06:02pm] |
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Life's going pretty well i'd have to say. I randomly applied to CU boulder Monday night...which is completely out of character for me but i did....i don't know...i guess i just want it as an option. My mom and i got in a fight last night cuz she doesn't think i'm spending enough time with her which is bullshit...hello... teenage girl with boyfriend, senior year. Psycho bitch (meant in the most respectful, loving way of course). On top of that she was all questioning whether i had had sex or not and exact quote "well even if you don't go to church, you're still catholic and you still believe in waiting until marriage." -WHAT!?!?!?! She straight up told ME what I believe??????? again, psycho bitch. So tonight i have been summoned to spend time with her which basically involves sitting in front of the TV with her all night....and u think i'm joking...
Nick and i still haven't named our fish which is sad but it will come with time lol. I love my new icon, it's so cute! and it fits well with the getting two fish thing too. YAY i'm excited thank u lysa for randomly finding that for me. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO anywho TV time begins......
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[09 Jan 2005|03:51pm] |
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MMMMMMMMMMk, quick update before i have to go back to the room of doom and study for the angry asian lady's final that i have to take tomorrow. Life's been treating me pretty well....I've been spending a super amount of time with Nick which always makes me happy. Last night we got into our first little fight thing. And when i say fight it was definetly more of a miscommunication on both ends. Let's just say waaaaaaaaaaay tooooooooooo many hormones going through my body right now gggggggggraaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr. But everything is fine now so YAY. but yeah, first time since may we got into a fight thingy - i say that's pretty good. So now i need to look for some song lyrics to read for my public speaking final tomorrow, if you have any ideas please do let me know. i need to study also so that i can get it done and go make homemade pizza with nick tonight - which i am very excited about.
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[04 Jan 2005|08:26pm] |
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So Nick and I need to figure out what to name our fish that we got on the first of the year and we are open to suggestions, so please suggest. Also, seeing how i no longer have my buddy list, if you want to send me an IM you should because otherwise i won't have ur screename and that's just sad. My week has been going pretty well so far, i'm just really not looking forward to finals...blah...but i've been hanging out with nick a lot which is always a happy thing! We put our fish into these really big champagne glasses (the one's at Michael's) and we put clear, red, and pink plastic hearts in the bottom of them...they're so damn cute! And our fishies are all pretty - it makes me happy! Anyway i'm super cold and i need lotion so goodbye
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| I'm out for blood! |
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This fucking sucks! I am so pissed off right now i just want to beat someone! So i log onto my AIM account today to find out that all of my 200 screenames are gone completely GONE! So then i sign onto my yahoo account and i find out that all of my emails are gone, all the stuff i had saved in folders all the stuff that i needed for applications and scholarships, EVERYTHING! On top of that, all of my email addresses that i had saved are gone. So then i sign on to my other AIM accounts to see if the screenames on them are gone and they weren't. so basically it seems like someone got into both things and got rid of all of it. How they found out my passsword, considering only two people in this whole world know it, i dont know. Chris, my roomate, was fucking around with the computer recently because he was trying to fix it fuckedupness so something may have happened there but it doesnt really make sense either. My mom said that her yahoo account is fine and everything is still there so i have no idea what happened but i am extremely angry and if it was someone who did it intentionally and i find out who, i swear to god i will beat you into a bloody pulp because they fucked with my german side!
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[24 Dec 2004|04:04pm] |
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So i'm in Wisconsin right now getting my fill of family. It's been pretty fun. My grandma taught me how to knit which is good and bad. Bad because i was bored enough that i wanted to learn but good cuz she's really never passed anything on to me like that so it's cool. I got to see my brother for the first time in about 13 months or so. We went out to the bars last night and i was d.d. so i couldn't drink but watching my bro and my dad was fucking hilarious. Jeremiah ended up passing out at the bar (i don't blame him, he had more than half the bottle of jack daniels) and my dad ended up reminicing about the old days in college - some funny ass stories there. Jeremiah barely made it in to my brother's house when i dropped him off, he fell off the steps it was hilarious!But it was pretty good family bonding time especially cuz i never get to see them. Besides that i've been hangin out with both sets of grandparents and tomorrow is the big get together at the pflieger's *god help me* this is gonna suck. Anywho, I'm about to sit down to one of the biggest feasts ive ever seen in my life. God my grandma can cook! I love it! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! warm thoughts of sweet home cooked goodness!
By the way it is colder than fuck here! Last night when i was driving home it was 15 degrees below zero and it's been below zero or in the sigle digits all week - it's insane!
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I am really sick of college essays! I finally got my big one done but i have a bunch more to go and i need to do math and write a speech. This blows large donkey testicles! My mom was making bath soaks today to give to people as christmas gifts and she was making lotions last night and now my house smells like a hippie factory, but it does smell pretty good. This week was actually pretty fun if you just overlook all the school shit and college apps, so that's good. I just read something that really pissed me off and all i have to say is condecending, ignorant bitches need to be hit by a bus going down a highway! I'm pissed and bitter which is no good but o well. Anywho i need to take my angry self and go do some essayness. goodbye now.
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